NEW ADDICTION

Monday, November 18, 2013


GIBBERISH
I had lots of times left in my hand after my birth.
never thought that destiny would bring me in such a position where i loose my emotions. Once i has had a restriction on my self,but now but I've just fallen so ridiculously behind on after-life thought and now it's been like 5hr 32min since I actually saw my body rounded by my relatives and my loving pet Dany.
I liked to paint and writing too. But i thought these thing was impossible to combine all my passions into one career. I started compromising with my self, actually i had to. Neither I look for an industry nor a career fields that encompass what i loved.
My first tear drop rolling down from my chick when I realize that my closest person left me alone. At that time i spent alone,making the room dark,turning on the DVD player and gazed at the wall with the white stick in my hand. those days I became little bit alcoholic too. They only friend i had that moment was dany. He was with me since he was four month. I had a head of human but heart of beast but dany has a head of animal with human heart.
Neither i am regretting nor I am in deep grief, because whatever i did and have been doing was completely my choice. Love,Emotion,sorrow and most important is just be yourself these things matters most. I just wanted to say thank you and good bye to my destiny who choose me not I, for the last time